I go through these phases in my life where I just want to quit. I'm done trying, done striving, done dealing. Don't be dramatic, I'm not suicidal & never have been, but I just want to know when it gets easier. Also, I'm not stupid. I know I have a decent life... nice house, a car (even if it's a piece of shit, it's mine), a job (same thing... piece of shit, but it's mine). I just would love to know when life will start making sense and become a little easier. When I first moved to Cleveland, I had an amazing life. I was making $70,000 a year, kick-ass apartment downtown, beautiful new car. Because I decided I didn't want to spend the rest of my life living in hotels and airports, I'm now a waitress. Ah. Don't know. I think I'm just rambling. I'll still wake up tomorrow and try to see the good in life and in everyone I meet. Otherwise, why am I here? Could be that it's almost 3:30 in the morning and I just need sleep.
Oh, on Cory's request, I updated my Myspace profile, so all that chocolatey-goodness is here: http://www.myspace.com/continuousultimatum
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