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I can't help but think about him. He might be completely wrong for me, but I just can't stop myself. At what point do I let my heart just take over and smack my head around for years of bad decisions? Who knows what might happen in the future, but for right now, it seems right. Now... how to work this whole damn thing. It's not that he's a bad guy -- quite the opposite -- but the situation is a bit sticky.